thefloatinglifelove:

ajw720:

November 2014 Darren started to follow Tobias Jesso Jr.  The exact same day this song was released.  It is so important to listen to what he says.  So often he speaks through song.  Sadly, I think he is still living this nightmare. But I have faith its coming to an end.  Please.

I was looking forward to see where I was going
But I don’t know if I can make it, no, I don’t know if I could
Think I’m gonna try in Hollywood
Well, I had to find my way by looking at the city
I don’t know if I can fake it if they tell me I’m no good
I think I’m gonna fry in Hollywood
Well, I’m a man, I was brought up right
I said my prayers every night since 1995
And I pray, God help me, I’ve done the best I could
But I think I’m gonna die in Hollywood
Think I’m gonna die in Hollywood
So I found the best advice: “Go and get a job”
But I don’t know if I can take it cause I never understood
How everybody lies in Hollywood
Somewhere, I lost my mind; it’s never coming back
And I don’t know if I can make it and I don’t know if I should
I think I’ll say goodbye to Hollywood
Well, I’m a man, I was brought up right
I said my prayers every night since 1995
And I pray, God help me, I’ve done the best I could
But I think I’m gonna die in Hollywood
Think I’m gonna die in Hollywood
I think I’m gonna die in Hollywood
Think I’m gonna die in Hollywood

OMG

I can’t even start to express how much this song related to D made me feel bad at the time and how much still affects me. 

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